失忆

失忆 ：梁静如

有时候我真的希望我失意了。。- fio

我書桌上的香水
你沉默地背對
只剩下那一點點
還是聞得到從前

西裝裏的口袋
我整理過的愛
又破了那一點點
我幫你補了誓言

從沒實現的搖滾夢
我也陪你走好多遍
斷弦的吉他
始終彈不出我要的答案

我和你拼了好幾夜
約翰列農的圖片
卻拼不到一個永遠
我在等你喊停

感覺不到從前溫柔的雙眼
感覺得到你已不再眷戀
無奈的笑試圖讓我知道
得了失憶可能對你我都好

感覺不到說是為了我改變
感覺得到承諾劃過我左臉
我不知道也許我會得到
一句還是朋友這是藉口還是盡頭

:: Farewell June ::

:: Farewell June ::

What a year to begin with! Another farewell of the month.. sighs..
June, my fav and e only "human" manager around, have left us yesterday. Choi choi.. i mean she left the company for a better future lahr.. Im pretty sad cos she is really nice and have helped me alot since i came. I still rem she is the manager who interview me for e job.. haha.. As mentioned earlier, she is the ONLY "human" manager around.. (note the word "human".. in case u still have not notice it despite the fact that the words are bold, italic and bigger in size.. keke.. ) she hangs around with us, joke and ready to listen to us when things happen. She does not put up the air of a manager but more of a colleague and a good friend. Im going to miss her.. but i still wana wish her all the best in her future endeavors.. Hmm.. going to miss her calling me "Baby G" ..

Lovely June..

Her 宝贝s...

:: Farewel Gathering @ Chye's Place ::

:: Chye's Farewell Gathering ::

Past dated abit.. hehe.. Attended Chye's gathering last Saturday. Almost didnt managed to attend the gathering as my ankle was hurt but Chye fetched me to his house. @ his house, i was treated like a princess, everybody did not allow me to walk and even stand.. haha.. but i felt the care and concern from them. felt the warmth.. :)

Anyway, the gathering was a success. Everyone have njoyed themselves. It was great to see everyone gathered together to play majong.. hang around and to update each others movements lately.

Chye will be leaving SZNERF for 3years to Australia to study his degree.. im going to miss this chap a great deal! Thou we still have ways of communication like MSN, EMAILS etc.. but it just felt different somehow. Im so use to "a call away" kinda of thing.. Anyway, going to get my webcam soon so that i can "see" him often. Keke.. Really envious he can go overseas to study.. if only i have the chance too.. oh.. gotta save money liao!! then can go Aus tour and get free accomodations! mUwhahaha.. :P


** 认真的人 **


** CHEFS of the day **

:: Ankle Hurt - Part II ::

:: Ankle Hurt - Part II ::

After 4days of rest and nua-ing at home, finally went back to work yesterday. Its weird, but im really very happy and glad to be back to work. Haha.. Maybe i have a "hard-life".. so cannot relax for too long.. keke..

The happiness didnt last.. the ankle gave me nonsense again this morning. I cannot work properly as my feet is aching and it feels numb. My mum said that it could be bcos i walked too much yesterday, should give it another day rest. OK.. bo bian.. i went to see the company doctor and he gave me 1 day MC and MORE painkillers. He said that the muscles are probably the cause of the ache. Well.. i duno.. but it doesnt seems to be muscles. hmm.. I took the medicine but im pretty sure im not going to drown myself in painkillers like the past few days.

Anyway, called Qiang and he finally manage to persuade me to see a Chinese Sinseh. Ching and Qiang came over to pick me up during their lunch time. They drove me to West Coast where Ching's recommended Sinseh is.

@ the Sinseh, he nagged at me for 3mins for not seeking treatment earlier and all the consequences.. blah blah.. zz... After all the lecture..

Sinseh : "你知道为什么我没有马上帮你推你受伤的部位吗？
Me : “Errrr ... 因为你要让我的血走?"
Sinseh： “WAhhh! 你很聪明horrr！我没有一个顾客答对我的问题过。不错很聪明！"
Me : "Ohrrr... huh.. " *Still staring hard at my leg, worrying what he is going to do next.*

It took another 2mins of massaging and he concluded that one of my bone has shifted from its original position. He needs to fix it for me, if not when i walk, it will ache. Thats where the nightmare began.. He place my feet on the floor, stood up and using the back of his feet, he stepped on my injured feet and jumped on it!!! OMG!!! I screamed and i can feel my tears swelling. I can hear my bone cracked. (now i wonder if he has shifted my bone back as what he said or .. did he break my bone? We'll know in 3days time...) Shit man!! 是痛的lohr... The Sinseh still can giggle and tell me to relax.. brr.. feel like biting him... brrr.... After that, the Sinseh put some herbs to massage the injured feet.. the herbs is taken from a stove of hot boiling water. Ouch!! I think my leg will really become roasted pig leg liao.. then he did more massages and finally wrap my leg with some herbs that are just boiled.

Hurrr.... this is really a nightmare for me. I think i have 影印 liao - when i climb up and down the stairs and whenever i walkby those Chinese Sinseh shops.. I hope this works for me. I have to bandage it for another 3days and it should be OK according to him. Im praying hard that this is really the end of the story of ankle hurt as i cannot stand any more nonsense.. I want to go swimming, do my yogas and even go jogging! I want to go shopping, to work.. Pls peeps.. pls pray for me.

Oh!! Of course, not forgetting to thank my 2 HLP - Qiang and Ching for taking the trouble to bring me to the Sinseh during their lunch time. Really appreciate them greatly!! Guess i owe them a good meal! ^.^ v

Ankle hurt... sway..

:: Hurt my ankle.. beginning of sway-ness part 1 ::

I guess this year is really a sway year for the pigs.. Im starting to get a taste of it.. I hope its the first and last thou.. sIghs~

Last week was a super busy wk. BG was on re-service and Sar was on leave for 3days. The team or rather.. I was v bz with the pile of emails and the uncountable number of phonecalls.. super shagged..I tot i can have a good rest over the wkend.. but.. a drama happen on Fri to end off the wk. Arrghh..

I work OT till 830pm and still didnt manage to clear 1/2 of my work. I was soo soo tired.. and decided to head for home since im working on SAT. Met Qiang for dinner @ BK AMARA since he was there to meet his agent earlier. After dinner, we left BK and when we were walking out AMARA, i missed 3steps and fell. I really thank god that i fell down with style.. didnt actually "fly" and hit other parts of my body.. but my ankle waas badly sprained. Haha.. and also bcos of image lar.. keke.. Anyway, I couldnt walk and tears swell up in my eyes as i hop with one leg to stand at a corner. Nobody actually saw the fall but only a few malays and an ang-mo.. heng ar.. if not sure very malu.. haha.. The pain was unbearable to walk and Qiang had to send me to the hospital as there was no doctor at 10+ at night. Ric had to rush to the hospital to check out how i am and also to drive me home. After the x-ray and blah blah blah.. the doctor say that there are no broken bones but i had a bad sprained. He give me 4days MC and warned me to keep my butt on the chair. I reached home @ about 2am and i couldnt sleep cos my leg was aching. I couldnt find the correct position to zz.. haiz.. ="( Anyway, i wana really thk these guys.. Its was quite late and they had to take care of me.. thks guys.. Sori for the hassle. I really feel that its not im clumsy.. haha.. i tink im just too tired to even tink and walk properly.. mayb.. haha.. i seriously needed a break from work to re-charged. I feel injustice at work.. injustice abt wat? - only those who are close to me will know.. mayb its time to move on?