:: Tired.. ::

:: Tired.. ::

I just realise.. im draining my energy to be angry or frustrated with HER.
The atmosphere at work is really unhealthy.
Colleagues refused to eat lunch or communicate with each other.
Things seems very different.. Relationships seems to worsen.
This is very depressing.
I've to put on my gears every morning to prepare for "wars".
Its really tiring..

I just wish that there is something i can do to stop the emotions.
Guess im just not those kind who can get angry for very long - so much for a scorpio!
I shall practice forgive and forget.
Just hope SHE doesnt get in my way too much..
Shall act blur, care lesser, probably i wont feel agitated so easily.
Cant afford to have a few more wrinkles on my face and getting myself so tired everyday.. - oredi so ugly! @.@ ..

SHE had granted my change of seats.
BUT..
I decided not to change.
I've gone fishing with my brain and realise its a very selfish act.
If i change, i mite feel beta.
BUT..
my colleague will suffer more (there will be an empty seat between both of them and the cunning mountain will sit there and drive my colleague crazy)
AND..
it might not change the situation at all, instead tension will grow stronger.
I shall stay put.
Act blur, shut my ears, and hope i can achieve some peace.
Wish me luck.